Saturday, April 28, 2012

I've Seen Berets


I’ve seen berets

I’ve seen berets
Everywhere I’ve looked this month
I’ve seen them on the covers
Of poetry books of old
The books I’ve read to remind me
Of how I started writing.

Berets of wool, of cotton and of celluloid
On heads young and old
Male and female
I saw a young man with a beard
A leather jacket and denim vest
Tortoiseshell glasses on his nose
Wear a red wool beret
At a very jaunty angle
Walking into a big box store
The sight stole my breath away
It was a vision from the young ‘70s
A memory of the past

Everywhere I looked I saw berets
With matching coats
Sophisticated or street chic
They just popped out at me

I bought a new one of cotton
In lacy black
There were so many colors to choose from
It was tempting to try orange or yellow
But I knew I’d never wear them
The black one felt just right

I wore it and people commented
Asked if I was an artist
And I knew not what to say

My new beret
Of lacy cotton
Helped me to finally conquer
The beret


This month I wrote a great deal of poetry. I started out posting something each day. Some days I had to write quite a few poems before I could find one to post. Some were just too far away from being ready for the light of day.

Many days I jotted poems down on scraps of paper. I hope I can find them all to add to my notebook. It was enough to be writing them – good or bad, shared or saved until they are more presentable.

Some poems I shared with my students. They roared with laughter. Sometimes they told me the truth as they saw it – “That’s just boring Ms. Shoup.” We wrote many poems together this month, my students and I. We tried writing concrete poetry, acrostic poems (my favorite were the group acrostics of Sponge Bob Square Pants), and I have plans to use some lesson plans I discovered to help them write Triante poems. I tried quite a few myself with varying success. 

Many days I found, however, that though I set out to write a verse for children, the recalcitrant poem turned my intentions on it’s head and out spewed a poem that only adults would appreciate. Clearly, I have a long way to go before I can call myself a children’s poet. I'm on my way, though. 


Allergies


April 20 2012

Sneeze
Sniff
Snuffle

Wheeze
Whiff
Kerfuffle

Get me a new box of tissues

Turkey Lullaby


April 15, 2012

Wild turkey gobbling
Under my open window
Strange new lullaby

April Mosquito


April 15, 2012

April Mosquito
Overachieving Mother
Leg itching wildly

Howl


written April 6, 2012, but not posted until today

In the library
I chose poetry and banned books
In just one volume
Alan Ginsburg’s Howl
I’ve never read it
But my friend
A sweet and lovely woman
Met Ginsburg years ago
At a reading of Howl
She has a signed copy in her basement
I read today that Daniel Radcliff
Will play his part in a new movie
I will read it at long last
I don’t know if I’ll think it brilliant
Or whether I’ll be turned off
But I’ll have read it
Which is more than I can say right now.

I’ve heard about Alan Ginsburg and his poem Howl for many years. I decided that the time had come for me to read it. After all, I’d be tackling a work of poetry and a banned book at the same time.

Talking with a friend about poetry and National Poetry Month I mentioned that I had finally read it and she asked me “what did you think of it?” I didn’t have an answer for that. Finally, I said “It was long.” She burst out laughing and we both agreed that wasn’t much of a recommendation.

Certainly the poem is striking and raw and full of the spirit of the times. I could feel myself transported to a different time. I found myself wishing that I could have edited it down to a page, maybe a page and a half. Made me think about going back and editing my own work more ruthlessly.

All the same, I’m glad I read it and know.


Friday, April 6, 2012

Fishercat Alarm


Winter is over
fishercats growl all night long
hungry for living