I’m afraid that summer is on
the wane. It’s been a bit easy to think that maybe it was not quite over –
especially with temperatures in the 90s this past week.
This morning, however, there
is a nip in the air. Although the sun is back casting lovely shadows across the
grass, the breeze made me reach for my fleece.
It’s time to savor the flowers that remain, to make sure to enjoy some
fresh produce and spend time outside. Autumn is fast approaching.
School is firmly underway. I
am slowly getting used to the schedule, remembering names and waking up on
time. In the summer I take care of the stacks and the library collection. In
September, it’s all about the kids. Once we have all the beginning of the year
things under control, I’ll be sneaking a peak at the collection again, but
September is not the time.
Other things in life are
changing, pulling together. Sometimes you plant seeds wondering if anything
will come of it. Sometimes all the seeds come to fruition all at once. It feels
like that right now. It’s exciting and overwhelming. I keep reminding myself to
breathe.
All of this makes me think of
Yota Schneider. Her course “Letting Go and Moving Forward, a 4 – weekonline-learning course on the process of letting go and moving on – withconfidence and enthusiasm” starts on September 16 (just 2 days away). I was a
member of her beta class. It was an amazing experience. I took the class hoping
to find a way to reconcile myself to letting go of some of the things that I
could no longer fit in my life. I wanted to hang on to the things that worked
for me….the only problem is that I no longer had time to fit them into my
current life.
I came out with so much more
than that. In fact, the timing was brilliant. Life moves forward whether we
choose to or not. I was in the “Kicking and screaming” denial phase. Yota’s
class was helpful in the short term, but I can see that it has been a powerful
experience for me long term as well. The subtle shifts in the way I viewed the
way my path was changing helped me to turn from denial and hanging on, to
embracing the reality of my present. From acceptance comes the ability to find
the beauty in what is offered.
Since then I have lived much
more in the moment and have found that I find so much more joy this way. It
does not mean that I don’t plan for the future. The importance of the day I am
living has become front and center.
Sometimes that means doing tasks today that will make the future
brighter. Other times it means refueling to be ready for that future. In either
case, it is easier to notice the beauty around me and the gift of the people
who fill my days.
Hope you are making the transition
to Autumn with joy. If not, why not give Yota’s course a try? I know I’m grateful
that it was there for me.
